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dakila


our's was a good story.

nakaipit ang larawan mo
pagitan ng mga numero ng telepono.

a phenomena of sorts. an epic.

bituwin ang ngiti mong
inaapuhap ko sa kadiliman ng mga dilim.

for there is something other than
the consiuosness itself.

kina-kapiling kita kahit malayo.

it transcends. knows no matter.

walang distansya.

it never ends.

anu't anuman.

it never ends.

manalig ka.

never ends.

aia de leon's

nahalungkat ku lang po.. last year pa..

From: aia de leon <http://launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/imago-mail/post?postID=KhGlZFNMl1Gu4iupTDWqLEIOLi8uqoPFhECQwSGZyH8-hqrO1Nj8F83CJLm8PUe5Z1eQUsjwCN8vKJc>
Date: Wed Dec 17, 2003 3:09 am
Subject: Re: PAMORNINGAN GIG

magandang madaling araw sayo rustum, sinasabi kong madaling araw dahil itong mga
oras na ito ko natanggap ang iyong mensahe:)i assume that this post is a generic one.kung may mga paliwanag cguro akong gagawin ngayon sa aking mensahe ay para magbigay ng kalinawan sa maaaring hindinaunawaan sa nauna kong pahayag.may kaunting pag aalangan lang siguro akongnaramdaman dahil kamakailan lang ay nag post ako sa imago at fatal posporos
mailing list sa nabalitaan kong nangyari nang gabing iyon."pero unfair naman siguro kung samen lahat mabubunton yung mga sisi atmga mura [sarap naman]..unfair dun sa mga nagpuyat..para sa mgapreparations.."kung nabasa mo ang aking mensahe, ito ay ang aking pananaw tungkol sa 'audience'o tagasubaybay sa aming mga musikero ngayon. obserbasyon na tila atang nagigingagresibo at galit ang mga pupupunta sa ganitong mga malalaking pagsasalusalo.wala po akong sinabi na ang may sala ang mga organizers ng amoranto gig.wala pong may sala o pag kukulang sa inyo.dakila ang inyong mga layunin atmasasabi kong kaisa ninyo kaming mga musikero sa pagtupad nito. marami narinkaming naging pagkakataong maimbita sa tugtugang may 'noble cause' at walangatubili kaming pumapayag. kasama ninyo kaming iwinawagayway ang bandila ngkabayanihan at malalim na pagibig sa inang bayan.kuya, kaya ko nasabi na nakakabahala na talaga ang kalagayan at ng 'decorum' ngaming mga tagapanood ay hindi lamang dahil sa amoranto gig.marami pong gig angnaranasan namin na may mga nasasaktan at nababastos,nananakawan at nahihipuan.binabato ang mga performers,hindi dahil sa hindi nila ito gusto, kung di dahiltrip lang talaga ang mambato at mang 'heckle' sa mga taong nais lang naman magalay ng kanilang mga awitin sa kapwa nila. nagkataong magkakasunod sunod ang mgabig events na grabe na talaga ang behavior ng mga tao.wala nang respeto.wala po akong sinisisi. hindi ko po naging ugali ang magturo.nakasisiguro kayojan.pero hindi rin maalis sa akin ang masaktan.mahal ko ang aking piniling buhay.angmusika, ang arte.kasabay nito hinanda ko ang sarili ko sa anu mang malas oswerte,pait at ligayang kasama sa paglalakbay kong ito. pero di ko matiis angmag tanong,makabuluhan bang tanggapin ko ang mabastos,mabato , makilatis o (wagnaman sana) mapatay ng mga taong ang dahilan ay "wala lang trip trip lang"?yun po ang aking naging pagmumuni muni.ibinahagi ko sa list dahil alam kongnauunawaan nila ang aming sitwasyon.alam nilang hindi kami yumaman at hindi kamiyayaman sa aming pagpupursige sa aming musika.kinailangan ko lang cguro ngmahihingahan.nabasa ko naman lahat ng nilalaman ng iyong mensahe. sa pagkakaintindi ko ehmeron pa palang gana ang mga manunuod na murahin kayong mga organizers.labonaman nun.basta kami,saludo kami sa inyo.sa inyong katapangan,kasipagan, sa inyongpagmamalasakit sa bayan. maraming salamat sa inyong oras at pagod at hirap paralamang matuloy ang konsyerto.alam ninyo, hindi rin kami papipigil...sasama atsasama parin kami sa isang makabuluhang pagsasalu salo. cguro sa susunod.tinatanaw po namin ang inyong pag unawa sa pag back out ng fatal posporos.babaepo kaming lahat sa banda, with the crowd being very agitated(for reasons i don'tknow) we we're sure to have been easy targets for humiliation.we've had ourshare of situations like this before,but it's rather rare for us not to have felt safe.again,thank u very much for including us in the roster of talents. we owe uone.tama ka,bottomline,makabuluhan ang layunin ng gabing iyon.

God bless

ill always be..

SA PAGITAN NG KANTA NG THE POLICE


There's a little black spot on the sun today
It's the same old thing as yesterday
There's a black hat caught in a high tree top
There's a flag pole rag and the wind won't stop

"minsan gusto kong isiping nakakapagod ang mag antay."

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

"pero di pala. lalo kung tulad mo yung aantayin"

There's a little black spot on the sun today
That's my soul up there
It's the same old thing as yesterday
That's my soul up there
There's a black hat caught in a high tree top
That's my soul up there
There's a flag pole rag and the wind won't stop
That's my soul up there

"ok lang"

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

" kahet matagal,
kahet na"

There's a fossil that's trapped in a high cliff wall
That's my soul up there
There's a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall
That's my soul up there
There's a blue whale beached by a springtide's ebb
That's my soul up there
There's a butterfly trapped in a spider's web
That's my soul up there

"pero kung di na kita maantay dito, say
kulang ang panahon, ang buhay.
may iba pa namang mundo di ba"

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

"baka dun na lang, in another life..see you in another life..
baka mas astig na ako dun"

There's a king on a throne with his eyes torn out
There's a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt
Ther's a rich man sleeping on a golden bed
There's a skeleton choking on a crust of bread

"mas astig"

King of pain

" mas astig"

There's a red fox thorn by a huntsman's pack
That's my soul up there
There's a black winged gull with a broken back
That's my soul up there
There's a little black spot on the sun today
It's the same old thing as yesterday

" mas astig.. better man"

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

"see you there..see you there.. see you there."

King of pain
King of pain
King of pain

I'll always be king of pain
I'll always be king of pain
I'll always be king of pain...


-----salamat sa police...

panu nga ba ginagawa ang bata?

"...siguro'y mali din yong mga inang nagsasabi na porke sila ang nanganak at nagpalaki sa isang anak ay mas may karapatan na sila dito. Dahil ang pagpapalaki sa bata ay hindi pagbili ng karapatan sa paraang hulugan; manapa'y pagganap lang sa isang katungkulan. Hindi ka nagiging bayani dahil lang ginagampanan mo ang katungkulan mo; ginagawa ka lang nitong responsableng tao at wala na."

-- Lualhati Bautista

serve the people

mag-aral, maglingkod, makibaka.

invisible to the mountains

PULANG DIWATA

Bawal akong hawakan,
bawal titigan.
Bawal kausapin
at bawal pakinggan.
Bawal pakainin.
Bawal lapitan,
At mas lalong bawal
yakapin
at hagkan.

Bawal isipin,
at ayokong isipin
darating ang panahon-
kahit puntod ko’y
bawal ng dalawin.

er..

pessimism level: critical

bihira akung mag-pose sa litrato.. isa itu sa mga bihirang pagkakataon.

masbate

MAPAIT ANG KAPENG WALANG ASUKAL

gusto kong malaman mo

na hanggang sa kahuli-hulihang

minuto ng sabado ay naghintay ako.

mine was a sad life

bagamat tulad ng ulan walang abiso

ang pagdating at di mo pagdating.

my death even sadder.

nag-antay ako

kahit imposible, kahit di pwede.

yet even in certain defeat

tulad ng inaasahan at di inaasahan

mas naunang dumating ang ulan.

i will reveal an unknown side of my psyche

di ka na dadating.

malakas na ang ulan.

sabi ko na nga ba

nagdala dapat ako ng payong.

bagay sa kanya pag nakaganyan ang buhok nya diba? po?

sana pedeng ikulong ang feeling na ito.

shuggah appears to be offline

sana pwedeng i-copy paste
ang mga sandaling ito.
sana pwedeng i-highlight ang mga tagpong
tulad nito
at ma-i-copy
at ma-i-paste
sa mga panahong nangungulila ako sa iyo
dahil ikaw ay malayo
at offline.

ngunit kung di man yun kayanin
ng programs ko.
malamang.
ganunpaman
kaya ko namang i-refresh ang mga sinabi mo.
at wag kang mag-alala
mananatili kang wallpaper ng buhay ko
kahit ma-log-out ako.

di ba dapat nagre-review aku kase mei special exam aku sa stat?

last sat.. ininterview kame ng mga masscom students from st joseph college[?].. isa sa mga tanung nila ang di ku nasagotng maayos...nabangget kase nina ayan nainspirasyon daw yung mahaba kong buhok dati.. so tanung nila.. ano daw ba ang kaugnayan ng buhok ku sa grupo or sa pagtula per se, hmm.. nung umuwe aku saka ku naisep ang sagot.. naisep ku all my life merun akung invisible enemy na kinakalaban araw araw.. lagi shang andun.. saan man aku tumingin, sinuman ang kausap ku.. yun yung mga STANDARDS.. with my hair [ na mahaba-parang di sinusuklay-na-in fairness-sinusuklay naman].. parang ayun gustu kung sampalen yung mga standards.. kase pag maayus daw ang buhok mu disente ka.. er.. parang yun.. sa kaharian ng pagtula..napakarameng standards.. pagalingan..palaliman..heck.. basagin dapat naten yun.. kung ganun lang wag nalang.. dapat walang standards na dapat abuten.. mag concentrate na lang tayu sa kung anu ang gustung i-kwentu ng isang tao.. er... hanggang ngayun diku pa ren maipaliwanag ng maaayus.. [windang pa ren]

miss roma...

I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived There's a shade come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest I'm Dying to live without you again I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent I'm dying to live without you again The first time you left I said goodbye Now there's not a prayer that can survive Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this As long as there's breath... I'm Dying and I can't live without you again It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this As long as there's breath... I'm Dying and I can't live without you I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

dying- five for fighting

of torrential rains and cosmopolitan churches

Water

The Element of Water is associated with the Signs Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces, and it also rules the Fourth, Eighth and Twelfth Houses. The watery words flow with this Element: fluid, flowing, wavering. These terms can easily apply to an individual's emotions, which are exactly the realm in which Water exerts its influence.

Water Signs are intuitive, sensitive and feel more intensely than the rest. They are emotional and nurturing and, like a river, run deep. How things feel is what matters to these folks, and they base their actions on sense, rather than on logic or intellect. Water is also about compassion and understanding, since the receptive talents of these individuals are remarkably high. Water Sign people can take in the feelings of others, process them, and put forth a plan or solution that will be conscientious to all.

Those graced by Water love to take their sense of the world and translate it into the artistic. They desire aesthetic beauty -- and for everyone to be happy as a result of that beauty. Much like still water can become stagnant, however, an inactive Water Sign person is not a Water Sign person at their best. Water Signs feel most fulfilled when they are helping others, and they do so in an enchanting, considerate and even romantic way.

The flip side of this dreamy Water world is the tendency of these individuals to brood. Water Signs are susceptible to mood swings, and, at their worst, they could become self-indulgent, controlling and hostage to a fantasy world. This also brings up the ability of these folks to see things more clearly than others. Call it psychic, if you will.

Water Signs are emotional, empathetic, receptive and feel things deeply. Alternately calm like the sea or possessing the force of a torrential rain, the emotions brought forth by this Element are plentiful, indeed.

matagal ko nang di naririnig ito

Run To The Water
by Live


oh desert speak to my heart
oh woman of the earth
maker of children who weep for love
maker of this birth
'til your deepest secrets are known to me
I will not be moved
I will not be moved

"don't try to find the answer
when there ain't no question here
brother let your heart be wounded
and give no mercy to your fear"

adam and eve live down the street from me
babylon is every town
it's as crazy as it's ever been
love's a stranger all around

in a moment we lost our minds here
and lay our spirit down
today we lived a thousand years
all we have is now

run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
these streets below the moon

and I will never leave you
'til we can say, "this world was just a dream
we were sleepin' now we are awake"
'til we can say

in a moment we lost our minds here
and dreamt the world was round
a million mile fall from grace
thank god we missed the ground

run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts

yeah, I can see it now lord
out beyond all the breakin' of waves
and the tribulation
it's a place and the home of ascended souls
who swam out there in love!

run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts
rest easy baby, rest easy
and recognize it all as light and rainbows
smashed to smithereens and be happy
run to the water (and find me there)
run to the water

mga nasirang relasyon dahil sa five thousand pesos

special exam sa stat..wala naman si maam. er.
sinulat ku pa naman sa palad ku yung formula.
sayang yung tinta.
tara sa fudge.. kape. sila.
ako wala pera. makikinig lang.baka kantahin ang landslide.

i call the sepulcher by name

you dont bring me flowers..

for more drama klik nyu yung title..
puntod 1

wala nang orkids sa aking puntod.
kahit gumamelang pangahas
na pinitas
sa bakuran
ng mababang paaralan ng san agustin.

at higit sa lahat.
ikaw, tulad ng mga bulaklak,
sa aking puntod-
wala.

puntod 2

hinanap ko ang mga bulaklak
ng minsang mapadaan ako,
ay hindi.
lagi pala akong nandito.
lagi akong dumadaan dito.

nakaupo sa ulilang puntod.
binabaybay ng mga daliri
ang pangalan kong naka-ukit.

dito mo ipinatong
ang isang bungkos ng mga bulaklak.

na hinahanap ko ngayon.

Well you'd think
I could learn
How to tell you goodbye
You don't say you need me
You don't sing me love songs
And you don't bring me flowers anymore

- Neil Diamond

the poor lil cat died while doin the jumping jack

di pa aku naines nang husto gaya kahapon..
ewan.
walang magandang nanyayare. nawala pa ang aking bimpo. ayus na naman me magandang balita naman.
stig.

chacha sayaw sa bubog soft launch

late reaction na itu peru dahel wla akung magawa..pede pa naman siguru..
last last saturday..nagkaruun ng soft launching ng 4th chapbook ng km64..
ginanap yun sa fudge espana..
wala naman mashadu nanyare kakaiba..
maliban sa [ang ganda ni roma nun ehem ehem]
kumanta si alex..
opo si alex..
kumanta sha ng ilang kanta ni gary granada
at ang walang hanggang paalam ni sir joey

the spirit mage confronts the gatekeeper

ANG LANGIT

sugatan ang mukha.
namumugto ang mata sa pagluha.
lumalamlam na yata ang langit ng aking rebolusyon.

tinamaan ako.
tagusan ang tinanggap kong punglo.
sunog sa pulbura ang braso.
humuhulagpos sa pagkakakipit ang buhay ko.

wala na akong nakikita.
manhid na ang pandama
pero pipilitin pa ring marinig ka.
didinggin ang pagtawag mo sa pangalan ko.
kung sasabihin mong kailangan mo ako.

duguan akong babangon para sa iyo
at manalig ka ding darating ako
upang makapiling mo sa huling pagkakataon.
matapos man dito ang ngayon,
may ngiting lilingunin ko ang kahapon.
tuluyan mang dumilim ang langit ng aking rebolusyon.

espiritu

dahel walang magawa.
napasagot tuloy aku sa quiz na itu.
ok naman.


find your elementat mutedfaith.com.

simula daw ng sumali sa viva hotmen si allen dizon gumanda na ang takbo ng kanyang karir..

august one. isang buwan. ayus. astig.