airplanes mistaken for stars

di ako makapaniwala, i've just puffed a cigar kanina. at take note HOPE pa.

and my lola she told me, she told me not to smoke- hope.
-marcus adoro,

oo nga, kase never naman talaga ako naninigarilyo. tas di ako marunong magsindi, i dont even know how to place it in my mouth.

ganito kase yun, on my way home, pagkahatid kay heya hello hey baby ko, nadaanan ko ang isang disabled na guy na nakaupo sa sidewalk. tas all of a sudden, tinawag nya ako. iniisep ko na baka magpapatulong ng kung ano, lapit naman ako.

tas paglapit ko sabe niya bili ko daw sha ng hope. dalawa. sabay abot ng 3 peso coins. sindihan ko na daw. shempre sabe ko, ser di ako naninigarilyo. sabe niya pausap ko daw sa tindera/tindero.

so go ako sa pinakamalapit na sari sari store.

may tinda po kayong hope? meron. magkano? 1.50 isa. dalawa nga po.

abot ng dalawang stick. manang marunong po kayong magsindi? di po kase ako naninigarilyo. pabili lang po ito.

hindi rin daw sha marunong, so nagmagaling nako. eto na naman ako si mr know it all. simple lang naman tu eh.
lagay sa labi, sindihan ng lighter, hithit a little then walahhh, me sindi na ang kanina eh inutil na yosi.

yun balik ako sa kanya. abot ng dalawang stick.

at eto na. nawindang ako sa sinabi nya.

salamat ah. mag-iingat ka sa pupuntahan mo.

ewan, paranoid lang siguro ako.

tara kanta na lang tayu.

ang ganda ng mtv nito. one of the greatest ive seen.

from smashing pumpkins.

tonight tonight.

Time is never time at all You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth And our lives are forever changed We will never be the same The more you change the less you feel Believe, believe in me, believe Believe that life can change That you’re not stuck in vain We’re not the same, we’re different tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight And you know you’re never sure But you’re sure you could be right If you held yourself up to the light And the embers never fade in your city by the lake The place where you were born Believe, believe in me, believe Believe in the resolute urgency of now And if you believe there’s not a chance tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight We’ll crucify the insincere tonight We’ll make things right, we’ll feel it all tonight We’ll find a way to offer up the night tonight The indescribable moments of your life tonight The impossible is possible tonight Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight.